congestión cerebral

floresta

(en un recodo de la civilización, con todos sus gestos, pero a la bola personal, grupal).

por qué no escribir siempre, por qué esa pereza de coger el lápiz, o más concretamente el teclado, juntar letras, fonemas, formar relaciones. crear los sonidos bonitos del significante estructurado por capas, transparencias y puntos de fuga. por qué no hacer crecer esa esperanza, aunque la pereza, el descontrol y la dispersión asistente me saquen del flow.
una vez una mujer que ha publicado varias novelas y libros de relatos me dijo que escribir costaba, que era un trabajo arduo, que no apetecía, que había que esforzarse. homologaba la escritura académica con la otra (cualquiera). me pareció exagerado. una tesis no puede ser como un diario de vida. o sí. últimamente he leído  a varias de mis bloggeras favoritas enunciando esta pereza, esta desesperanza, este hastío con la escritura o con la obligación de la constancia, del público incluso.
(sólo enviarles mis mejores deseos, y que se recuperen).
la escritura académica sigue provocándome una resistencia atroz. no es que no me sienta capaz, es simplemente que no me apetece. pagaría para que alguien me escribiera la tesina, pagaría en carnes.
en lugar de eso una enorme cantidad de lugares comunes e inexplorados habitan mi kilo y medio de cerebro. muchas veces estos espacios se agilizan en compañía, se facilitan, como diría la jerga contemporánea del eufemismo social. siempre me ha gustado la idea de escribir textos colectivos, y en algunos casos ha funcionado, y eso es difícil que funcione.
a veces es bueno que alguien te diga escribe esto, es una buena idea (imagen, situación), pero la mayoría de las veces olvido lo que era, más recuerdo la instancia, el sabor del vino, los besos, el sudor.
a veces alguien te dice escribe esto, y después de dos días de sano ejercicio mnemotécnico vuelve un tenue sabor de lo dicho, una palabra, un concepto, una idea.
a veces no recuerdo ni con quién estuve.
a veces me viene una especie de inspiración de la hostia que no tiene hilo conductor y que podrían ser diez novelas o ensayos filosóficos si pudiera escribirlas durante la media hora que dura esa sensación. como es imposible sólo queda un rastro, nunca los suficientes.
a veces me lo recuerda al día siguiente la misma persona, y luego sólo me queda la palabra aludida.
ahora fue feminismo.
helen me la recuerda sobre su cama, interesante lo que dijiste. el qué le pregunto, «lo del feminismo» dice.
ok, debo tatuarme en algún rincón del kilo y medio de cerebro esta idea. algo dije, quizás algo importante, o estábamos muy drogadas, y eso no importaría porque al final cada unx decide cómo se mete los químicos, si es en pintura de uñas, ibuprofeno, coca-cola o gasolina. no importa, nuestra cabeza resiste un resto.
al parecer sólo me pareció algo feminista. estar un fin de semana en pelotas, terapia grupal o taller de performatividad (¿hay alguna diferencia?), tratándonos como reinas, bailando, hablando incluso por hablar, intentando buscar las bases de la libertad, o de la liberación (que puede llegar a ser igual). estar ahí, en tetas todas, discutiendo sobre lo más adecuado, incluso pasando por el lado del marxismo leninismo queer (no sin darle una patadita), sobre la fabricación reproductiva de mecheros, niñxs o performatividad de la violencia. hablando mentalmente, pensando en voz alta. ay. feminismo a secas, más que llamarlo de otra forma, hay que resignificarlo.

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